Monday, May 15, 2006
I want to...
  • not go to bed at night, and at that point where I realise that the day is over, feel panic cos Im a day closer to yet another deadline that noone but me tries to meet.

  • not feel this tight knot at my stomach every single second of the day, and not try to ease it by enormous quantities of the healthiest foods at dinner

  • make love and become a wife again

  • do mani's and pedi's and scrabs and facials and put moisturiser in my body

  • get out on weekends and lay in the sun and get tanned

  • put away the carpets and thick curtains and buy things for the house, like curtains for our bedroom and new lights for the dinning room

  • wake up in the morning and not feel the terror of what will happen again at work

  • wake up on tuesdays and go to the farmers market and buy my fruits and veggies and tons of flowers to fill the house with again

  • wake up in the morning content with the things I did for myself the day before...the good way I ate...the sufficient way I moved my body...the serenity I offered my soul

  • finish my balcony and not feel inadequate to my plants

  • go shopping and buy sandals and cute summer tops

  • get pregnant

  • become me again

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The thing that causes me both tremendous amounts of panic and relief is that I only have 17 days till this project starts, and 21 till its over.

Think of me, and send me good thoughts of support.

Posted by Argy at 8:40 am | 15 comments

Monday, May 01, 2006
more plants
I really have to leave soon and get to the office. However, Im gonna try and upload the rest of the pics from the balcony.

Right...blogger wont do me a favour this morning either! I been waiting for 20 mins for two pics to upload and nothing yet!

I'll try later when I get back home. Why does it take eons really beats me!

Happy May....are you getting back on track like I plan to do? ;)

Posted by Argy at 9:48 am | 5 comments

About Me
I have spent all 36 years of my life loving life itself and this will never change. I am a great lover of the smallest things. I am addicted to smells and I attach them to people and events. It is impossible for me to wake up without ice in my coffee.

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Age: 37
Height: 1.68 cm
SW: 130kg/286lbs
CW: 86 kg/189.2lbs
GW: 69 kg/151.8lbs
Lost: 44 kg/96.8lbs
Left: 17kg/37.4lbs

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