Saturday, September 23, 2006
It is not that I do not write. I write endless pages of endless letters to him.

It is not that I do not feel like coming here and posting. I really do. I have tried many times. And then I stay for minutes staring at the screen, feeling totally lost for words.

Im in a very difficult situation. That of waiting for him to make his choise. The deadline is October 5. I do not feel much hope really. He stays at his parents home, left at September 5.

But hey...since the end of July, I have lost 8 kilos!

Posted by Argy at 12:19 pm
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Im so sorry Argy **hugs** I hope it is good news on October 5.

Thinking of you


2:42 pm

Blogger M@rla said...

I've been checking every day for you to come back. I'm so sorry the way things have turned out; all I can say is that I hope whichever way it goes, it is the good thing for you.

3:23 pm

Blogger linda said...

Argy - I'm really glad to hear from you and I hope things go the way you want. Big hug xx

4:34 pm

Anonymous dg said...

huuuuug huuuuuuug hug hug thinking of you!!!! xxox

8:12 pm

Blogger kathrynoh said...

Good to see you post. Look after yourself.

2:32 am

Blogger Beckie said...

It's really good to see you. I was hoping in my heart to see some good news.

I'd rather see you happy than thin.

11:54 am

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thinking of you Argy,

12:22 pm

Blogger Lynda said...

I am sorry to hear about your troubles - I have been there, believe me. My husband chose not to come back but life does go on and what ever happens it will be for a reason. Good luck.

1:03 pm

Anonymous Lynne in Memphis said...

Missed you. Thanks for checking in.

6:29 pm

Anonymous Dianne in Sydney said...

Ary I have been checking every day for you to come back. I really wish that your news was happier. Iam so sorry that things have come to this - but there is always hope,there has to be because you are such a beautiful person.

12:49 am

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thinking of you - I've been checking nearly everday to hear news - what will be will be - Take care of YOU :-)

2:04 am

Blogger LBTEPA said...

I've been checking every day to see if you were ok. I'm sorry you are going through this. Take care

2:39 am

Anonymous Mary said...

Big {{{HUGS}}} sister! x

3:03 am

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Argy so sad to hear things are not better, I am thinking of you and hoping things turn out well for you. Take care.

6:38 am

Blogger LisaB said...

You know where to find me if you need a chat dear Argy.
Look after you... that is what is important right now... everything else will happen the way it is meant to be.
Lisa xxxx

1:44 pm

Blogger Denise said...

Darling Argy, I hurt so much for you and wish there was something I could do. Don't forget to take care of yourself while you're going through this, too!

12:16 am

Blogger M said...

This is the first step. It is no longer a secret - what is going on in your life. If it is not a secret it can be dealt with. Gently. Carefully.

Be good to yourself and give yourself permission to be angry, sad, happy, free, confused, determined. It is all needed and you will be all of them.

Focus on your energy and keep breathing. *hugs*

3:58 pm

Blogger kimba said...

Missing you and thinking of you, and hoping you are taking care of yourself, and that things will work out in the best way for you...sending lots of Love and Light as always.

12:22 pm

Anonymous Trish said...

Oh Argy, I am SO, SO sorry that you are going through this. My Grandmother and I have been hoping things were reconciled while on your vacation. We both wish you well and hope October 5th brings you happiness.

6:04 pm

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7:29 pm

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Argy - sending you hugs and good thoughts. I am so sorry you are going through this.

2:48 am

Blogger Wendy said...

Hi, Argy - I wanted to send you my support and comfort. No matter what happens, YOU WILL BE OKAY. It seems from this blog that the last year and a half or so of your life, you have been on a very tough track. These experiences will, if nothing else, be big learning experiences. You will come out of this stronger and even more centered than you already are. You are a truly special woman, you have made mistakes like every other human being but what makes you exceptional is that you are so aware, and so able to really process your life and get a lot out of all of your experiences. I am sure this situation will be no different, no matter the outcome. And whatever that outcome is, you will be OK. Big hugs to you.

9:38 pm

Blogger airlie said...

argy - something touched me in this post. you said that u r waiting for HIM to make his decision. This has to be all about you sweety. You have to do the hardest thing and distance yourself from him enough to make a decision yourself! If you love him, if you think that things can work, if you know that you can both compromise, then go and do everything you can to keep him - you have nothing to lose. If you deep down thought that there were way too many problems and that it couldn't work then you are in a better place, and although its hard, we will all be here to support you.

Great big hugs gorgeous girl

4:27 am

Blogger Tracy said...

Dear Argy, sending warm thoughts to you. I hope things will turn out in best possible way, whatever happens the next few days *hugs*

2:14 pm


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I have spent all 36 years of my life loving life itself and this will never change. I am a great lover of the smallest things. I am addicted to smells and I attach them to people and events. It is impossible for me to wake up without ice in my coffee.

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