It is not that I do not write. I write endless pages of endless letters to him.
It is not that I do not feel like coming here and posting. I really do. I have tried many times. And then I stay for minutes staring at the screen, feeling totally lost for words.
Im in a very difficult situation. That of waiting for him to make his choise. The deadline is October 5. I do not feel much hope really. He stays at his parents home, left at September 5.
But hey...since the end of July, I have lost 8 kilos!