Twenty five to go...

Monday, May 15, 2006

I want to...

not go to bed at night, and at that point where I realise that the day is over, feel panic cos Im a day closer to yet another deadline that noone but me tries to meet.

not feel this tight knot at my stomach every single second of the day, and not try to ease it by enormous quantities of the healthiest foods at dinner

make love and become a wife again

do mani's and pedi's and scrabs and facials and put moisturiser in my body

get out on weekends and lay in the sun and get tanned

put away the carpets and thick curtains and buy things for the house, like curtains for our bedroom and new lights for the dinning room

wake up in the morning and not feel the terror of what will happen again at work

wake up on tuesdays and go to the farmers market and buy my fruits and veggies and tons of flowers to fill the house with again

wake up in the morning content with the things I did for myself the day before...the good way I ate...the sufficient way I moved my body...the serenity I offered my soul

finish my balcony and not feel inadequate to my plants

go shopping and buy sandals and cute summer tops

get pregnant

become me again

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The thing that causes me both tremendous amounts of panic and relief is that I only have 17 days till this project starts, and 21 till its over.

Think of me, and send me good thoughts of support.

Posted by Argy at 8:40 am | 15 comments

Monday, May 01, 2006

more plants

I really have to leave soon and get to the office. However, Im gonna try and upload the rest of the pics from the balcony.

Right...blogger wont do me a favour this morning either! I been waiting for 20 mins for two pics to upload and nothing yet!

I'll try later when I get back home. Why does it take eons really beats me!

Happy May....are you getting back on track like I plan to do? ;)

Posted by Argy at 9:48 am | 5 comments