Last night my mom told me she has to check in in the hospital today. She has to do an operation. There is a cyst in her bladder that has to be urgently removed, since it is making her bleed while she pees. It is supposed to be a routine surgery, but there is nothing that is routine for me when family and friends are involved. My best girlfriend just checked out from the hospital today, she removed 11 fibromas, the biggest one was the size of a baby's head! Actually this is why we returned earlier than planned. But she is fine now and that's what's important.
My head and heart is still filled with the blissful island images and sensations.
But I cannot put them into words now. My agony about my mum won't do them justice. And my mum is...well...my mum. I have always been too close to her, but not till I felt the need and desire to have a child of my own had I realised what a mum really is. So now I am all panicked and hoping it will all go smoothly and fine for her.
We will find tonight is she goes into surgery tomorrow or Thursday.
Wish her well my friends.