As I get more and more used to not having the scales around, I notice how much better I eat and how much more I move. And because my period is due any day now, and the bloat is here with all its greatness, I have to tell you that my mood is a lot better! Because I did not receive an insane reading on the scales due to aforementioned bloat.

I have to admit that not being able to control the damage made by a sudden urge to eat two chocolate bars has made me to simply stay away from chocolate bars.

It does feel more normal. It gives me a whole new range of things to obsess about! Like why I want to loose the remaining 19 kilos. Can you believe that I have no real answer?! Besides the need to prove to myself I am really able to provide a healthier mind without the barrier and excuse of an unhealthy weight. But none that resembles the clearness of "I want to shop from normal shops".

My task for the next few days is to give myself new goals.