Therapy last night was really tough again. I am really resisting I am afraid. We are dealing with my state as a fetus and this is painful. But as I was leaving, he told me that we have the base rock to tear down now. And when we do, all other rocks, who have been leaning on this one, will just drop and break and disappear forever. I liked this image. I actually heard the sound of rocks breaking into thousand pieces in my head! And he told me that this marathon is all about -oops...I don't know the english word...errrr... pre-being-born could be an explanation - traumas. I am so scared yet so looking forward to it.
I am really very tired. I was actually discussing with Angelos the other day which would be more beneficial for me, take the marathon, or sleep all weekend. Yes, on Saturday the festival finally ends!!! It was really great, went so well, we did an amazing job too. We have a HUGE book with press clippings and interviews, VHS's with tv shows where the artists were the guests, CD's with radio comments and interviews, we should have charged them double...hehehe
I am so looking forward to Easter. Monday marks the start of the Orthodox Easter week. Each day has its ritual. Each day is a day for something. I feel like touring you all to through the Greek Easter day by day, do you feel like it? Although I consider Christmas my favourite holiday, Easter is really a big love of mine. It is quietly spiritual and openly traditional, and it makes me feel my Greek heritage more than any other festivity.
My weight is back to 88.5. I am really positive now that by Tuesday, as I said last Tuesday when I saw the friggin 91.5, I will be back to my sweet 87.5. And I am really back to eating perfectly. I try to walk to most of my appointments, at least the ones between 2 to 4 km distance from work. I still manage my 6 km a day, but not in the super fast pace I used to have. And not in the treadmill, besides that one workout last tuesday too. I have discovered that walking in the street just "keeps things in order", doesn't do the job the consistency of the treadmill does. And I am seriously considering weights now. (you have persuaded me dg ;). In Easter, we also exchange presents in Greece. Specific kind of things though (I won't tell you till its the right day ;) but I am seriously considering to ask my mom to buy me weights this year.
Angelos and I decided to look for a new appartment. So on top of all I am also house-hunting! I saw five yesterday, none was close to what the ad said. I really don't understand why people do this....
Anyway, I got to get to the shower now, and get ready for yet another 14 hr day.